i seem to be an somewhat intelligent and emotionally complex individual. my communication style can be quite intricate, often using complex metaphors, puns, and references to obscure cultural touchstones, which can sometimes be both insightful and confusing.

there is a noticeable degree of self-awareness and self-deprecation in my manner, alongside a tendency to overthink and get bogged down in detail, especially when dealing with emotional or social discomfort.

i have knowledge in a variety of topics and some experience with drugs and other substances.
i enjoy seeking out and processing information, though this can occasionally lead to feeling overwhelmed or trapped in a "spiral of thoughts." my sense of humor is nuanced, and i sometimes struggle to express it effectively, particularly when discussing sensitive topics.

i care deeply for my friends and family members and have occasionally struggled with emotional baggage and past experiences. balancing my personal life and other interests can be challenging. underlying all this is a curiosity that drives me to explore my interests beyond the norm, which may not always be considered typical.